i am thinking of everything that’s gone wrong these last couple of months and i am the cause of it all and it’s making me want to punch myself repeatedly and claw myself open
and i am a total waste of space
and i can’t do anything right
and i such a fucking failure at everything
i can’t even go to my hide-away safe place because of me being a fucking piece of garbage
hahahaha yay everything is great just a regular 3 AM melt down and i am just going to bury it inside until i explode~

I am nothing
but
if not
failure.

aftershaveocean:

i wish i was a cat

cats dont have to worry about college or how much of a failure they are

simpleexpressions:

Sometimes I really hate how much I suck at everything.

I have been watching mindless television trying to forget. Even eating my feelings.

But I fucking can’t. 

I wish I could have the guts and the motivation to do something exciting with my life.

And this has been - a late night thought.

:(

I feel like shit. 

I want to puke. 

I am oh so very angsty.

I want to melt into my bed.

This happens every fucking time.

Can’t I just get something done right?

Please?