(I’ve had this sitting in my ask for like a week because I needed to wait until I got on tumblr on my laptop. Oh, and SERIOUSLY ALL OF THEM???)
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
My Grandma! I just hold her hand randomly sometimes because I love her a lot!
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
What kind of an emotion is not caring? Because that’s what I am. I think “shy” would be it.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
I’m a dork and I’m going to say my mom. I miss her a little, yeah. :/
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Fuck yeah, I’m pretty chill.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I’m a really good drunk, though. I usually don’t need any help. But I guess.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I mean I guess. If I’m not, let me know. Let me save some $$ on Christmas.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Right now it’s my stepdad. Stop being gross, I’m just wondering when he’s getting home so I can steal his quarters.
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
hahahahHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOOOOOOO NEVER.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
"There’s this weird noise outside. I want to go out and investigate, but I don’t want to die. LOL I’m lying that’s not the reason I’m just fucking lazy"
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Yer Fall (really anything by them actually)
(If You Want It)
Everything Happens to Me (or this guy)
Read All ABout It
Somewhere Only We Know (again like just give me their entire discography and it’ll all be my favourite)
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Yeah but people usually don’t, because my hair is usually a curly mess.
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Idk. Like a little?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
We’re too fucking dumb to be the only things out here.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
YUP! He’s actually really successful.
19. Do you like bubble baths?
YO. I LOVE THEM.
20. Do you like your neighbors?
EH. They’re alright.
21. What are you bad habits?
I have too many to count. But procrastination is #1.
22. Where would you like to travel?
Anywhere that’s friendly and the liquor is cheap.
23. Do you have trust issues?
Not really. I trust people.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Probably talking to Astrid. Or eating. Or seeing Dobby.
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
All of it.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Stay in bed for another 20 minutes and play on my phone.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Eh. I wish it was NICE. I’m pretty alright with colour.
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
Astrid. Hands down. Or my other friend Charina.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Not in those exact words, but they kept trying to get back with me.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
EH. It’s actually on a slippery slope downward. Like I really don’t think so.
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
IS? Like IS my hair long enough for a ponytail? If that’s the question, then yes.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Rupert. Rupert. Rupert. Rupert. Rupert. I would say Beyonce, but I feel like I’d be danced of the bed. Maybe JLaw?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I used to play Volleyball.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
FUCK. SHIT. Like without A TV? Or like TV with all it’s shows and everything? I’ll say TV. I’ll just like listen to those shows on the radio!
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
HSHAHAHHAHA Like is there any other way to go about liking someone? I have never told someone I liked them. EVER.
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I usually start asking them questions or like point out cool stuff in the vicinity.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Idk. Like I have no idea what I look for in guys.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I don’t really shop. But I really like Outlet stores.
40. What do you want to do after high school?
I am living after high-school. So far, it’s pretty fucking shit. I mean, I got some perks, but it’s still pretty grim.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
43. Do you smile at strangers?
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Usually the fact that I’ve got like 5 minutes to get ready and go before Olalde leaves me.
46. What are you paranoid about?
IDK WHY I KEEP THINKING THIS, but that like people will come and shoot my whole family. Like all of them.
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Occasionally. Not black-out drunk. Not yet.
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
The amount of shit I do that I keep to myself is riDICulous.
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Like all the fucking time.
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
Idk my mom has the hook-up with MAC products. She gets them cheap for knowing some people.
54. Favourite store?
Idk meng. I don’t shop enough to have a “favourite” lol. Amazon, I guess.
55. Favourite blog?
Um. this one.
56. Favourite colour?
Grey or Green.
57. Favourite food?
All of it. Um, but probably sushi, or lasagna.
58. Last thing you ate?
59. First thing you ate this morning?
A slice of bread.
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Doing the most sit-ups in 30 seconds! (29) I was like 7, but let me try to do one now! WOMP there goes 2 hours.
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
It was KINDA like a suspension, but it was for not doing my detentions right away.
62. Been arrested? For what?
63. Ever been in love?
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
It was truth or dare. He was grounded so we had to do it through a door, and he has had a crush on me since I was like 4. It was, to date, my favourite kiss. (hahahaha sorry not sorry).
65. Are you hungry right now?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
I have like ONE tumblr friend.
67. Facebook or Twitter?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Astrid. That’s it really. lol.
71. Craving something? What?
Food. Taco Bell.
72. What colour are your towels?
Um. One of them has Betty Boop on it, the other one is plain green, and the other one is black and says “Myrtle Beach” all over.
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
YUP HIS NAME IS CHRIS AND I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING WITH HIM SINCE I WAS LIKE 8
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
I have a TON but my mom hides them all away.
75. Favourite animal?
Cats or Hippos or Giraffes.
76. What colour is your underwear?
White with yellow and black stars on it!
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
I like sherbets usually.
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Black with a bunch of funky shit on it.
80. What colour pants?
Black with like a punch of colourful stripes.
81. Favourite tv show?
I’ll have to say SPN because it’s the only one I’m completely caught up on. Or Sherlock.
82. Favourite movie?
Singin’ in The Rain.
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
THERE’S A MEAN GIRLS 2????
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Mean Girls only because I’ve seen it so many times. lol.
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
UM. THE GUY “SHE DOESN”T EVEN GO HERE” GUY. HIM.
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
87. First person you talked to today?
From midnight onward, Astrid. From when I woke up today, my mom facetimed me and woke me up.
88. Last person you talked to today?
89. Name a person you hate?
Hate is a really strong word…
90. Name a person you love?
DOBBY OR MY GRANDMAAAA!!
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
I’m always in the mood to punch people in the face! Sissy is probably on the top of the list.
92. In a fight with someone?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
Two. IF SOMEONE WOULD FUCKING GIVE ONE OF THEM BACK TO ME.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
95. Last movie you watched?
Oi. WAIT I WATCHED THOR 2 IT WAS SO GOOOOOOOD!!
96. Favourite actress?
JLaw. Or Anne Hathaway. OR EMMA WATSON.
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
99. Have any pets?
100. How are you feeling?
Eh. Pretty whatever.
101. Do you type fast?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Like 45% of it.
103. Can you spell well?
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Sure. But I guess they’ve moved on.
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
No. But I want to!!
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Probably. OH YES I DID. I left the country and he cried ahahahahaha.
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
108. What should you be doing?
109. Is something irritating you right now?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Oi. That was a problem for QUITE some time. But whatever, we’ll see if that’s still a thing.
111. Do you have trust issues?
You asked this already, and no.
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I don’t remember. I think maybe my mom?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
I have a LOT. I don’t remember many of them from like being a CHILD though. Most of them were in my teens. I was called Ms. Tomato Face for like a week because my cheeks, though.
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Word up, yes I have!
115. Do you play the Wii?
Don’t own a game console! Never have.
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Nope. I was like 10 minutes ago, though.
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Eh. It’s alright.
118. Do you like Chinese food?
119. Favourite book?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
121. Are you mean?
I can be.
122. Is cheating ever okay?
Like 80% of the people I know do it. IDK, my whole concept of relationships is so skewed that everything is all kinds of fucked up.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I mean, it’s a nice thought. The romantic in me says yes.
125. Do you believe in true love?
I guess so, yeah.
126. Are you currently bored?
127. What makes you happy?
Animals and snow and warm things.
128. Would you change your name?
Nah. I like it too much.
129. What your zodiac sign?
130. Do you like subway?
The amount of money that franchise has made off of me is fucking absurd.
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Idk. I’m totally ok with it! I’m too chill, like I’ll just be like “cool” and keep on talking.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
You asked this already. And I think I said my mom….
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
Oh i have no idea. “You’ve got the words to change a nation but your biting your tongue” I guess idk i was just listening to that song.
134. Can you count to one million?
I can. but I won’t.
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
That I went to Cuba idfk.
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed WHO DARES TO SLEEP WITH THEM OPEN FUCK.
137. How tall are you?
Like 5’4” or 5’5”
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Curly all day everyday except for like twice a year. lol.
139. Brunette or Blonde?
140. Summer or Winter?
141. Night or Day?
142. Favourite month?
Either october or december.
143. Are you a vegetarian?
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
145. Tea or Coffee?
146. Was today a good day?
It was ok I guess.
147. Mars or Snickers?
148. What’s your favourite quote?
Carl Sagan. The one about apple pie. I miss watching his stuff.
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Idk, endless possibilities, right?
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
Bison- another word for buffalo.
1: Talk about the first time you watched your favourite movie.
I actually don’t remember the first time I watched it. I DO remember, however, being completely in love with Gene Kelly. I just couldn’t take my eyes off of him. His smile and his eyes, and his
ass laugh. But the whole concept of the movie was genius to me. And the comedy was pure gold. It was everything I wanted in a movie, I think.
2: Talk about your first kiss.
I can’t even deny, that it was without a doubt the best kiss I have ever had. Fireworks. People always say that you’ll never forget your first, but it was just so fitting. He was so nervous, it was adorable. He was also in super big trouble so we had to do it VERY stealthily through a screen door. I remember him saying afterward that I tasted of orange chapstick. Part of my feels bad that we grew up so differently and so apart. But it’s in the past. Whatever.
3. Talk about the person that you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.
This is going to suck because it just ended there. It was a one-way street. I was crazy about the guy. But I never made a move or did anything. Platonic relationships are really important to me, and he was basically family. He’d always talk about his relationships to me and it killed me inside but I always just blamed myself because I never did anything to let him know I felt otherwise. It still sucked when I saw him last…granted it was a couple of months ago, so things may have changed, but I got that horrible “what if” feeling. But some of that may have gone away. I’ll just have to see him again and find out.
4: Talk about the thing you regret the most so far.
I really do love that “so far” bit. Okay, so I don’t really want to explain, because I would just be rambling, but myself in the third grade. It’s just some personal stuff that I really could have avoided.
5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
When I turned four (or five). I had a huge party, and most of my family from NYC came and we had been here for about 2 years, so I knew a few people here as well. It was just so nice. We had a huge barbecue, and at one point everyone was in my driveway and I led them in doing the macarena. It was just really happy.
6: Talk about the worse birthday you’ve had.
The past couple have really sucked. Like a lot. Because I’m being a bit more honest on this blog, I’m going to tell you lot that I’ve spent them crying. Because I don’t like myself. And my birthday just reminds me of how little I have done to better anyone’s life, how much of a disappointment I am to myself, and how much I don’t have any sort of a plan for my life.
7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.
Myself. Like just all of it. Physically. There is just so much of me. My face as well. Ugh. I like the “inside” me…not what I see.
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
I once when 47 hours with no sleep. I can lift up my mom. I’m proud of keeping Dobby for so long (considering how my other pets have all gone)! IDK. I don’t really think I am proud of much.
9: Talk about the little things on your body that you like the most.
I like my hair. I like how rosy my cheeks get when I come in from a snowy day into a nice warm place. I like the shape of my lips, but not what surrounds them, ditto with my eyes. I USED to like my ass, but then I got fat and stopped working out. I like how my toes look in toe socks.
10: Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had.
It was with my oldest sister. She’s the one I’m around the most, since the other one is in OR. She’s bitchy, and one day when my mom was out of the country, it just got really heated. She was out driving or something and it was like a fight over texts but it was really bad. I’m usually not one to keep this type of extended grudge, but I didn’t talk to her for days. My mom actually had to call me from out of the country and ask what was going on, because my sister APPARENTLY called her crying saying that I hated her and I hadn’t talked to her. I mean, I was civil while we were in the house, I asked her where stuff was, and answered her questions. I was just extremely curt in my answers. She just needs to stop treating everyone around her like garbage, and she needed to understand that.
11: Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.
Okay. So most of my dreams incorporate death somehow. Like near-death, deaths of everyone around me, me dying, etc. Well there was one where I was in my room late at night, and it was fall so I had the window open. I’m looking at my ceiling, waiting to fall asleep, all of the sudden I hear the alarm deactivate and light footsteps coming up. I think it’s my sissy or maybe the ladies upstairs or my brother or idk. But then out of the corner of my eye I notice flashes in my mom’s room. At the same time, I hear outside a like WAVE of screaming women all chasing after someone. My bedroom door opens and this guy in an all black outfit (ski mask and all) points a gun at me. He starts to walk toward me and rips my sheets off and starts moving toward me and at the same moment Rupert Grint climbs in through my window mumbling about how he’s sorry to disturb me but the fans were getting crazy and I was the only window he saw open. He quickly realizes what’s going on and like knocks the guy out while I knee the bad guy in the groin and he like leads his army of fangirls to surround the house to prevent any of the other bad guys getting out (there were like 3 others). They ended up killing my whole family and I had no place to stay so he like paid off my house and technically lived on the little apartment on the side for a while, but he slept on a blow-up mattress near my room ‘cause the nightmares. Things got too much for me and he had to go back to do HP (this was years ago, this dream) and so he offered to take me with him to try and recover from what happened. So I tag along, and spend a bunch of time on set and learn from all the crew and help everyone learn their lines and junk we accidentally start living together and then sleeping together and I ended up like being a producer/director and junk. We ended up getting married in a few years later and have a bunch of little freckled munchkins and then we like struck oil on my house (that I still owned) and like my parents and everyone were like ghosts here and I was a sensitive so i told them that and they all got super happy and I would like leave my kids with their “grandma-ghost” and she’d like take care of them and junk. But then idk how but one of my kids turned into a bat and I became a figure for the parents of kids who mutated into animals and Rupert was super supportive. Yah. It was a really great dream.
12: Talk about the worse dream you’ve ever had.
So this one makes a lot less sense. It’s a reoccurring dream I’ve had since I was really young like 4/5. So it starts out with people cutting down a tree in my front yard. I go to look, but I’m still inside. We used to have the glass like door that jutted out of the house and surrounded the real door and it was like made out of small square windows and had a slot for the mail. Well anywho, on of the smaller windows by the slot was broken, and it always had been. I’m sitting between the real door and the glass-windows door with my grandma, watching these guys cut the tree down through the broken pane. I like reach out through the pane to try and grab a branch that was falling (I was young, I had no idea what depth perception was) but when I pulled my hand back toward me I had cut myself with one of the edges of that window. I wasn’t bleeding, but there was a gash, so I like poked my finger in it and like peeled off the skin and it was like an onion, like there was a smaller hand in there. It was MY hand, just smaller. But there was still a gash there so I kept peeling off layers and in one a tiny black cat comes out and just jumps out of my hand and into my good hand and then jumps into my grandma’s eyes which are now gapes of black nothing. He like grows inside of her and she is like screaming and then the black cat out-grows her and her skin just kinda explodes and almost like when you blow up a balloon too much. The men cutting the trees are laughing maniacally and turned into clowns and the cat becomes small again and goes through the little broken window. It grows to like the size of the house and turns to me and says “do you know what this means? Come to me if you want to learn” and then eats my hand off. I was one fucked up kid.
13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
I imagine it to be hella awkward. Really disappointing. Painful. I am not looking through any variation of rose-tinted glasses. I know the first couple of times are going to be really horrible for me as a female. None of this “at sunset on a beach with the tide rolling out” shit. It’s probably going to be desperate and like in a corner of some bathroom somewhere like who the fuck knows.
14: Talk about a vacation.
Okay so these past two vacations haven’t been the best because I kinda know what I want to do and I’m a people-pleaser: I’ll keep my mouth shut about what I want to do and just roll with what everyone else wants. So I’ll end up feeling really disappointed and upset but yeah. If I had gone to Cancun with people who complained less and were willing to do really crazy cheap stuff with me, it would’ve been pretty ace.
15: Talk about the time you were most content with life.
Eighth grade. I can’t really put it into words. Everything just kinda felt right. Like my friends, my teachers, it was all kinda just really good. Other than that. Probably now. My mom is less crazy, even though I hate absolutely everything about college and work right now, things are going pretty good.
16: Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to.
So…I think it was the time I snuck out to one. I’m not sure if “snuck out” is the right term…because my mom knew I was out, I just lied. I used the cover that I was looking at the new WalMart with my cousin and his then gf. She was super hesitant about the whole thing. Toward the end, I ended up running to my cousins car from the party (they came to pick me up) and throwing them the phone because my mom wanted to talk to them to be sure I was actually with them.
17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.
It’s not that I just want to be friends with them…I just kinda wanna be like their chauffeur (although I can’t drive) or like…just hang out with them all the time. Probably Jennifer Lawrence. WAIT. CARL SAGAN. FUCK THAT. CARL FUCKING SAGAN.
18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
ok story time!! This is something that has baffled me since it happened so idk. Fourth grade. So there were these two girls that were on and off again besties, and one girl happened to be a twin with a guy who was in the same class (we were GT so they couldn’t separate them). Anywho apparently the girls got to arguing because Girl A had a crush on Girl B’s twin. Girl B said she couldn’t because girl code, and Girl A said well she should stop being so jealous and stuck up. Girl B called her a shrimp (‘cause she was super short and still is) and Girl A just went on about how she’ll like who she wants because it’s her feelings and junk. Girl B simply said “it doesn’t matter what you say because shrimps don’t talk” and LITERALLY THE ENTIRE SURROUNDING KIDS THAT WERE OUTSIDE FUCKING OOOOOH-ED AT THAT. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? I DON’T UNDERSTAND???
19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.
another story time! So I was at lunch with my classmates, and as a group we were kinda inseparable. Anyway, I always sat with these two guys that were HILARIOUS together, Freddy and Chico. We’re waiting to be called to eat and one starts like laughing to himself and says “hey Freddy, it’s opposite day…you’re gay” -commence extreme laughter from our entire table and I sit stone-faced (Don’t bother with the p/c cries, I was in fucking middle school, sit the fuck down, I have been educated) and he looks back at Chico and says “Dumbass you’re gay too, then” and I’m just sitting across from them thinking C’MON YOU WAISTED IT. So I jump in, and say “Hey Chico, it’s opposite day! You’re straight.” Everyone at that table jsut started like banging on the table and tears were streaming down faces and one kid stood up and doubled over in pain because his sides were splitting and had to go to the bathroom to try and calm himself. And that is my claim to fame.
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
My high school was dumb as shit and fired one of the best math teachers ever in the history of ever because the other math teachers felt threatened and to this day I will never forget that.
21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
a) if you’re going to tell me you like me don’t do it over text b) don’t be cryptic as shit, just fucking say it c) if you act dumb, I’m going to act even MORE dumb and pretend to not understand what you’re saying. SERIOUSLY. Just don’t do it and then fucking complain that I’m a bitch. Literally what happened (texting) “so you have any embarrassing nicknames” “yeah, by some weird guy called me Sex goddess and Public Restroom Girl…I haven’t done anything he just thinks I look like the type of girl who would. lol” “damn….well I like” “like wat?” “the nicknames” “haha, well they have a certain ring to them” “and” “and…?’ (several hours later) “your face” “I don’t have a face. I’m like those child molester-trial dolls.” “forget it bitch”
WAT. THAT IS ACTUALLY A THING. IT HAPPENED.
22: Talk about your worst fear.
Hmm. I actually don’t know. Forgetting, I’d have to say. Sometimes when I remember something from like my childhood that used to be SO important to me I feel really panic-stricken. I feel like I’m losing who I am.
23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.
So…I never really put myself out there. Like ever. I was always of the motto of “If it happens, it happens, but I’m not forcing it.” I don’t think I have ever put much of an effort in attempting to MAKE a relationship happen? But if I have a crush on a guy and he starts talking to me about my friend, it hurts just as bad. Probably worse because I kick myself in the ass because I ever even thought there was a possibility there. I have been turned down when I’ve asked guys to dance. I usually give them a stank-face and move on to the next one.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
Someone told me that they loved how genuine my laughs were. All of them. Like all of the different ones I had. It was in a year-book, but I loved it. It was just so nice.
25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
There are two. I hold no malice toward either of them. One of them was just really simple: we grew apart. The other was just a cluster fuck. I love both of them, and I can’t wait to stalk their FaceBooks in 30 years and see what amazing things they’ve done.
26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick.
I actually drink tea. I also steam….a LOT. Over the sink while I’m brushing my teeth, before I go to bed, when I shower in the morning, just all the time.
27: Talk about your favourite part of someone else’s body.
Okay, so if we’re talking in general, people usually notice their insecurities first one someone. Like I love hands, noses, backs, butts, lips, and hair.
28: Talk about your fetishes.
I mean…I don’t think they’re fetishes? Idk….I’m not that sexually experienced to claim anything as a “fetish.”
29: Talk about what turns you on.
I have been dreading this. Okay, so if you’ve got any of the “favourites parts” then you’ve got a head start. But idk….again, I’m not all that sexually experienced. Pretty sure hair-pulling is a thing, though. As is nibbling. SMELLS. SMELLS ARE IMPORTANT. NICE SMELLS.
30: Talk about what turns you off.
Bad breath. Definitely not cool. SPITTING. LIKE ON THE GROUND. Idk. I can’t watch people do it. It grosses me out.
31: Talk about what you think death is like.
It’s pretty strange to think about death as a liking…because it’s essentially the absence of that. It is nothing. You feel nothing, it’s just you’re here once and then you aren’t. You just kinda get deleted. Gone.
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
The old store my mom and dad used to have in brooklyn. It was fun there. We had a couple of cats there. There was also these guys who worked there, they were like uncles to me. I loved those guys. I hope they’re doing alright where ever they are.
33: Talk about what you do when you’re sad.
This. Go on tumblr. Watch something on netflix that makes me laugh. Watch some singing or dancing group on youtube. Or watch some homecomings if I am trying to make myself REALLY sad.
34: Talk about the worse physical pain you’ve endured.
Hmmm. Physical pain. Well my pain threshold was pretty weak then, but probably when I was four and I fell on my knee on the edge of a brick.
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
Eating. Failing. Disappointing everyone. Procrastinating. Not taking care of myself. Spending so much damn money.
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.
I like to sit down in the shower. Like…a lot. My altblog I guess TECHNICALLY counts as a guilty pleasure.
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
Um. Well, I think I’ve never let myself get that attached to someone. Like platonically, I’ve been in love with my other best-friends and though I still love them, it’s totally not the same at all ever. I mean….I guess there was this one guy. But it’s weird because I don’t LOVE him, I don’t think I ever LOVED him…I just really really liked him. But he hurt more than the other guys I really really liked.
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
So Blow by Ke$ha and Dungeon Dragon by Nicki are totally Bubbah.
Blow is also for Sherrilis and Fluffy. The Hamster Dance is all Zazu. Baby girl is anything slightly oriental. Lyz…I wanna say Metallica. When I listen to Wheezy or Kanye I think Migallos. Kitty I think of when I listen to Frou Frou. I also think of Zazu when I think hear MJ…mostly because I was at her place when they announced his death. I think of my cousins and their friends when I hear 8 Mile. Chari when I hear old Spanish balladas. And whatshisface usually when I hear really kickass scores.
39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
Everyone is going to disappoint you. Don’t be so heartbroken when someone does, they don’t have to prove their worthiness to you, you aren’t their main goal. People will let you down, you’ll let yourself down.
Schoolwork is a priority.
Drama at home can be blocked out by doing schoolwork.
It’s totally okay to make mistakes, as long as you keep trying. Despite what mother says, you don’t have to be perfect.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
I usually don’t finish things. It’s not in my nature. I just leave them unfinished, so that way it’s never over. I guess that’s just something I’ve
i’m turn anonymous on for this
aww guys, it’s your turn now.
How about you all stop reblogging my plea for you to ask me things
and start fucking asking me things.
Not that I have any followers that are interested about my life or anything…
But just so you know…you have until July 5th at 0:44.
ANd if they get really weird….I’m sorry to everyone who follows me that I know forreal. You might learn things you didn’t want to know. :3
watch me get nothing..
OKAY I GUESS?
Good lord, THOSE GIF.
accurate gifs are accurate tho ;w;
hmm, lets do it, just waiting for a while to finish up the day
Lol as if I’d get 20 questions…
I’ll be lucky to get one!
Thise gifs are so accurate it hurts.
- 1. Who was your first kiss and what was it like?
- 2. Are you in a relationship? If so, are you happy?
- 3. Do you have a crush?
- 4. Who is your crush?
- 5. Are you a virgin?
- 6. What do you think of Valentine’s Day?
- 7. Who is your Valentine?
- 8. Have you ever asked…