Oh honey bunches! I’m at a cross between super tired and really energetic. And my feet hurt. And I miss having actual conversations with people. Not the three second “oh-hi-how’ve-you-been-I’ve-got-to-go-my-boss-is-watching-me.” ):
I am excited! My sister ordered my phone already! :3 She’s telling me tomorrow how much it’ll cost me. I’ve spent some moolah…mostly on food. Almost all of it on food.
And some necessities for DR. But I still have enough for my phone…I hope.
While I was outside at work and it started getting closer to closing time…I started thinking.
1) Why don’t I attract my peers of the opposite sex?
2) What my cousin said the other day…the huge rant about loving yourself and letting other people do what they want (here). Well….I kinda started thinking about it. And I realized something, he’s becoming such an asshole. He was the sweeter of the two, and now he thinks he’s better than everyone else because he fucking works out and shit. He keeps trying to put everyone else down. You know what? He can suck his own steroid-inflicted shriveled up balls. If he tries to put me down even once, if he even tries to IMPLY something of the sort, he is out. Of my thoughts, my head, my conversations, all of it.
You ever catch yourself looking at someone you’ve known for a really long time in a different perspective? Happened to me today. It was rather strange…and I don’t quite know how I feel about it.
Besides that, I had a day off and went to a friend’s indoor BBQ! Lol. It was nice! I met some new people and got reacquainted with a few old faces. It was nice to be around people whose company I actually enjoy. We watched two movies and I almost feel asleep during one, but I can’t sleep unless I’m hugging something…so that didn’t happen. But it was a good day. A really good day.
OMPOOP. I ALMOST FORGOT. While I was leaving, I went around and hugged everyone goodbye. It was really awkward. It was really hot so I wore a dress…one that I could get away with not wearing a bra. So I didn’t wear one. So I was kinda hunch-hugging everyone. Teehee. Yeah. It was strange. :3